When nothing is everything

Days come by where you would like to do any activity, but no activity comes to mind better than not doing anything at all. Especially after a weekend and your wiped out compleatly. The best thing you can do is nothing. Few people can activly do nothing and not worry about what needs to be done. I however can do nothing all day long, and enjoy it.

Bordum can eat up your soul when it gets difficult to deal with,  but accepting it as part of you makes it eaiser. Buisy yourself with tasks and to dos it goes away compleatly. You littrealy forget about nothing, but when nothing is there your trapped and wished you had something to do. The way I've dealt with this is to enjoy it, because i know i'm going to wish for it later. Maybe even begin to encorporate it with a specific time.

When you start a schedual, you then need to manage and apply it. When your schedual is all your routine life, you then need to find a way to break it. Perhaps a little light travel someplace new. Sometimes even a break from reality is not enough. This is the time to surender yourself to fate, and accept what is to be. There will come a time when you feel in control... Don't let it go so eaisely, but don't be so tight that when you need to let go it is buried with your soul. Make time for yourself, everyday. When you can't sit with youself for however long. Let it be known, something is very wrong. How in the world are other people keeping up with it? Are you there because its nessisary, and you can't be replaced? Hope your answer is no, because if it were yes... Well I wouldn't know.