Other times life is just chaos. Much like the words of the English language. As a test to myself I would like to see how far my few words reach. As this is my first blog ever. There's much to rant about in this world. I just need to know someone is listening. The irony in this is that I know I won't care. It is just madness that has taken me here.
In life I've found that there's added value in a name, but it's also true that it can hinder your growth in life... I know at first glance that may seem condradictory but in my life I found to be a rule. To understand this dilemma you need to know something about me; I come from a large, wealthy family; which has over time grew infamous in it's nature around the country. As you can clearly see it defines me without a doubt in what I'm ment to become, however in my curent stage of life I build on my own. Yet in the end I know that's the first realization anyone comes to see right after asking my name, and because of it I've connected only to a small group of people and hidden the rest from the world.
As I grew older I came to know how to embrace reality and take control. Make it clear that every one knows. I'm me on my own, and I have no value; yet. Surly still be aware that I will grow, not from other but myself alone. However I still need my voice to be heard. Surly there is some value in my words. Even now I think this trough, how can I make it sence to you.
This has never driven me before, but as I sit here at work, workless (if that makes sence) adjusting my iPhone to write this blog. Ideas hit me from past, present, and even what's to come. I truly hope you enjoyed my rant as much as I did. I want this in record and this way people who are interested can drive me to a diffrent topic.
Yo dude/dudette
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing..