Time

Time is of the essence. Time wasted but enjoyed is not wasted time. It's only a matter of time till you accomplish your goal. So many different ways to look at time. It's limited to every person diffrently. Being organized helps efficient use of time. There's a time for everything, even nothing. Consider just you by yourself. How long could you last alone?

For me, I like to accomplish. I like when things are done, and I have nothing left but myself. I haven't had much time alone this year. It seems things are hectic, unfortunately it can't be simpler. This is the first time I set myself up for a real challenge... That's not quite true it's more like the longest challenge I've had so far. Six months ahead I will be done. I look forward to being done more than I do... That's right now.

I really miss taking the time for myself and just go at thoughts alone. That's my writing process, my need, my desire. Wanting things is not enough, there has to be an effort. Desire only comes when there's a trigger. Some gun held to my head leaving me with no choice but to vent. Today it's about time. How slow it passes when you just want to be done, and how fast it's gone once it's over. Ironic is not a sting enough word to describe the feel of time. I say feel because time is indifferent, unchanging, and always moving forward. It's up to you to catch up; on work, on rest, on yourself, on life itself. So long as your alive you should make the best of it.

What's best for you, only you can define. It's one of the hardest parts of life. Not just knowing but doing, successfully is a whole other story. Just don't live with regret. That's my philosophy, or that's how I'm trying to live right now. Learn from what you regret, even in one moment, and adjust. Change occurs over time. Learn from past mistakes. Even if they weren't yours.