Two wrongs don't make a right

I think of myself as intelligent, I know that's a smug remark but it's my honest opinion about myself. However at times I find myself lost, stupidified by life. With no idea what am I'm doing. Still I'm smart enough not to let anyone wrong me, but I can't help wronging others. I forget I'm too easy going, and my style of life is not seen as simple; instead it's seen as full of mistakes. Knowing them alone is not enough to change. Wanting it to be diffrent is a good step forward. Having someone aid you to your goal is permanent. I ain't a quiter, especially when I decide to quit. Even more so when I make a promise. Not the bullshit one to myself, but to someone I really care for and want in my life. Lieing about it is unacceptable. I've always thought myself as man worth my word. Its a claim I can only make, if I'm true to what I speak. Here is the first day, the first step. Publicizing myself, further to back myself. Only one thing can get me back... I can be released from my word only by that who I gave it to.