No work and no play makes Dany a dull boy...

Something keeps holding me back, draging me down. Feeling lost I thought I'd share my past. It makes me wonde how I used to be, so easy. Nothing should of stoped me, but something is slowing me down. Work is useless and I can't seem to prove myself usefull. Not now not before, but I used to no care at all.

I woke up late today, too late for work - so i stayed in bed. Untill it got to late to do anything at all. Lazy... It's printed on my head. It's not like i don't need to do stuff, just stuff doesn't get done when it needs. Although I finaly got my ass out of bed, with no place in mind to head. I relized as I was walking around. My pants are falling. So I went ahead into the yonder paths. Of shopping. Only need one thing get it get out fast quick. Though I saw this wingless angel walking like a mortal. She was hot as hell. I couldn't control my direction. As long as she was in my sights I had to follow up. With no real hope.

A quick distraction of my own made me look into a shop. Just a simple - does this have belts? - thought crossed my mind, when I looked back for my dream. She dissapeared. I new she flew back to where she came from. No more a touch, a smile, a name, or anything. Truly a dream. At that time I remembered where I was, and what I came here to do... Got the belt and got out of there so fast you'd think I flew.

In the end you'll always go back to the basics. They're dragged with you every place you go. Changing your motion shifts the chain, it realy tells you how far you came. That tug that let me go no further. Just a little dream in reality. How heavy it is... when you wake... drag yourself back in bed... no more courage to face what you dread. This is it. Deal with it.