Live and learn

You are born between good and evil. What you learn from then on makes you what you are. What you do defines you, but how you think is for you alone. I on the other hand like to share my beliefs and desires. I also like to hear what others have to say. I like trying to think like other people, even in messed up situations, and compare to how I would of acted. Perspective is the  word of the day. It should be it's own dimension. That alone should be hard to take in.

Anticipation is within my nature. I assume how you would think. Based on intellect and movies you should be thinking he's crazy, then that's such a cliche. Unfortunately it works nearly every time, dragging someone into my logic is easy. Following theirs is damn near impossible. Whenever I ask a question answers prematurely pop in my head... What next gets easier unless there's something I want. Information is a great value only if you know what to do with it. If you don't its almost useless. 

The point I was trying to make went flying over my head... It's good vs bad and the fine line between. Everybody has both good and evil. Choice is always there. Doing nothing at all is a choice as well. If it's good or bad... Only you can tell.……… I like to think of myself as balanced, not good or bad. I believe in the fact that everything has something equal but opposite to it. For every good dead a sin is made. Karma exists and and all that other bs.

Yea... I believe it to be true… but don't apply to me. That might sound weird but let me explain. The simplest way I can is when driving, I'm controlling. If someone does something I don't like I almost always do it back. Unless I was at fault. I can admit to being at fault. However not as much as I probably should.

Belief is a very powerful weapon. You can will something to happen. Knowing that you have to erase ill-will. Unless you have no heart. Unfortunately that's easier said than done. For me especially, because for every good intention I have done. I think evil good for nothing thoughts. There are two reasons for that. Firstly I like being balanced between good and evil. Secondly I can bear the thought of having someone equal but opposite to me. He/she would rule the world... 

Perhaps my mind flows to far to follow. My thoughts to fast to catch and hold. One of these days I will be in full control. And then… God help us all.